Chaos with Cait

Inhale, I remember who I am. Exhale, I release who I am not.

I breathe, not just in and out, but through. Through ache, through hush, through all the nights I held my breath to survive. I breathe,...

I don’t know peace like I knew pain, but I’m learning. The quiet still startles me. The joy feels foreign, but I let it stay. Some part...

Light does not force the dark away, it waits, the light holds its breath until you’re ready to open your eyes.

Children are the keepers of tomorrow. hands sticky with dreams, and eyes wide enough to hold the whole sky. Children run as if the earth...

What if it breaks me? What if I’m not strong enough to hold it, to hold me? What if I leap and the ground forgets to catch me? What if...

The first breath after breaking was not a roar, It was a whisper, a fragile yes in the rubble of all my no’s. It tasted like dust, like...

It begins before words, before even thought; this rhythm carved into us like tide, like time. Inhale; the world enters, Its weight, Its...

Growth taught me to bend without breaking, Surrender showed me how.

I do not shout to be heard, I listen until silence reveals the truth. I do not strike to be strong, I hold my ground and let stillness...

I do not always believe in miracles However, I do believe in trying again.