Chaos with Cait

The sun keeps me, e ven when I am drowning in shadow, she waits; golden, patient, unblinking, a steady hand stretched across the sky. I...

I dream in colors that do not exist, naming each shade after the way you once said my name.

Greed wears a crown. Hunger wears rags. War feasts. Peace starves. Racism loads the gun. Sexism pulls the trigger. Hate watches. Laughs....

A sunbeam brushes my shoulder, suddenly I am golden, suddenly the world feels like it wants me here.

Once, long before I was born, a shadow entered our line. The shadow, did not knock, did not ask, It just curled itself in the womb like a...

Each sunrise whispers, “Try again, but wilder this time.”

The world unbuttons itself at night. Mountains fold into feathers, oceans climb the air like vines, and cities soften into rivers of...

The world calls it delusion and yet, I like to call it devotion; to the impossible, to the maybe, to the yet to be.

Uncertainty seduces me, its mouth tastes like lightning.

I gave you everything. Not in grand gestures, not in fireworks or diamonds, but in the quiet ways. I gave you the marrow of my bones, the...

Isolation is not quiet, it is a constant ringing in your ear, a low vibration inside the skull, a constant ache that never leaves....

Mornings start in battle. Not against the sun, but the body I wake inside. It bargains with me in whispers and threats. Every movement...

The world calls me fragile, but my wings are knives of light; delicate, yes, yet capable of cutting through darkness.

My lonely heart hears, your heart’s call to mine.

I move through morning like a feather caught in a breeze, untethered, drifting, and drawn forward by something I do not need to name. The...

Once, I begged to be chosen. Now, I choose myself; daily.

You stood at the edge of your own undoing, counting every crack in the ground as if they were proof of your unworthiness. You replayed...

Dreams rotted in the corners, while silence ate the clock.

He burned the world to prove his fire was real.

A mouth that never closed, swallowing joy until it soured.