Celestial

I miss the version of myself who used to dance in the darkness

the ethereal version of me

who used to laugh through all the pain

I miss the times when deep inside of myself I knew everything would be okay

I've appeared lost for a while now

far from others, far from myself

far from answers, far from the truth

I hardly smile now

I truly haven't a clue what to do

I dream of returning to the fairy like version of me

fluttering all around, effortlessly

except I am reminded every day

how that can never be