Possibly My Biggest Regret

It feels complex being loved by you.

Everyday feels like the unknown,

never knowing the version of you I might get

I regress.

Never knowing which face you'll put on,

I just do my best.

To please you

to appease you,

to remind you what love feels like.

Loving you feels like a work assignment.

Never completed,

yet I am on a time limit.

If you love me say, so.

If you want me,

place a ring upon my finger

If you want me,

I cannot comprehend why it is so difficult for you to say, so.

Loving you feels complex

but I never give up trying,

I will never put this love to rest.

Possibly One Of My Biggest Regrets.