Writing To Wreck The Soul

I love Kids,

I would love to have children of my own some day

yet, that is in fates hands.

Very much out of my control.

however while I am speaking on the topic,

I suppose it is important that I pre-cautiously mention

I do not find this world suitable for procreation.

old writing pieces that torment my mind and soul

as I know now very distinctly what fate has in store,

for me.

Old writings

that once were just writings

can now completely

destroy

my joy.