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I took my last anxiety medicine today.

I have an appointment

scheduled

with a new psychiatrist

for friday.

But,

when I was filling out the paperwork

on the app

for the virtual meeting,

the last page didn’t work,

or I wasn’t putting in the right information?

So,

I don’t know if they accepted it,

or if I still have more to finish…

-that was my anxiety texting.

She wasn’t done.

I should have

let her finish.

I should have

encouraged her,

to spill

all that she was thinking.

But,

I didn’t.

I wish

I was proud of her,

for sharing her feelings.

But,

I wasn’t.

So instead,

I texted

“I hope you’re having a great day too! :)”